Adrift......

My life has taken a unexpected detour, this was not planned, and most certainly not wanted.

Due to work I have been forced to move. I'm not loving it so far.

Every friend I've ever had has been ripped out of my life. And I feel quite low. It seems that the people I cared about no longer give a shit about me.

Here we go again......

OOOOOOOOO I'm really happy.....

well OK, this is a lie.
I am currently contemplating the impending argument that I'm expecting with my flatmate.
very shortly i expect her to announce that her new Boyfriend ( of about 3-4 weeks) is going to be spending lots of time in our house.

The last time this happened, her boyfriend at the time ( an Annoying, using little wart of a human being) ended up spending more time in the house than I did. And he didn't pay rent..... what he did do was eat my food, use my Xbox. and just generally use the place as a place to doss while avoiding working.

Don't get me wrong, I have no evidence that this is going to happen again, i just plan on making sure it's not going to.

So bring it on...........

Just call me Mr. Angry........

I have come to the conclusion that I have anger issues.

Stupid,little things that shouldn't bother me,or i should have accepted by now, cause me to explode with rage. And it is i think becoming a problem.

When my pressure value opens i go totally bat-shit crazy.

I know that a lot of the time, My Anger is unwarranted, that I should be more reasonable. But I seem to be totally unable to prevent the outburst.
Don't get me wrong, I have only ever really lost my temper with People 4 times. Most of the time, I'm able to wander off on my own and rage at a wall or another inanimate object until the emotion burns itself out.

Some days, a bell tower and a high power rifle are very appealing.